unexpected positivity
hmm. wat can i say. today was truly a day which i thought will go as usual. usual as in boring, uneventful and fuss free.
but damn was i wrong. today i come to college feeling demotivated, dressed in a ratty tshirt n dark jeans n tried to dress it up a bit by wearing the ubiquitous scarf i always use..hehe. n guess what i see all the old HELPies back. yay!. darlin old kat J.. hottie kat A.. gorgeous Sam, alison hon’ and the one i see often dimple sweets all together. it was great to see finally some familiar faces at HELP. had a great time watchin al blow candles off her apple crumble slice courtesy of katy. and hehe ..sam making her ’speech’:).. i felt a sudden sense of warmth n belonging… after a while of being a little outta sync with my mates at colege n d ones outside. was having so much entertaining jokes, sarcasm from the ever-"evil" sam n al, whose trademarks are their excellent sarcastic comments.
darn i had to practicaly drag myself to feature writing..hehe. i came back to join the fun after sneakin outta class with a sudden so called ‘emergency-phone-call’
was so great to take pictures and goof around with kats camera, watchin funny videos of past outings and parties and oh yes, filming kats donkey n ostrich dance,,hehe..
all in all i realised tat i have a support system n a good n strong one at that. though its sad that some are goin far away n it may be long till i see them again:(
summed up, today was a blast, all from the camera goofing, to the great talks and finally the journey back to TTDI n KJ..:) Im looking forward to the ghost hse hunting and d Qba nite out.. soon,,hehe..n oh yea,, d genting trip. but i doubt it since all we do is plan n plan.. n tats about it,, haha.
neways back to james assignment work..arghh:(
June 25th, 2006 at 1:24 am
Hello darlin’,
Yes, it was an absolutely amazing day. Twas wonderful for me too, to be with all of you again. I’m soooo gonna miss that when I go to the States. *sigh*
Thanks again for the ride back - it felt good to talk to you in college and also on the way back, about life, people and ourselves.
Remember Judith, you have a beautiful spirit, a kind heart, and an innate goodness in you. Don’t let what others say try to chip these wonderful parts off you.
Don’t forget to do the Affirmations! *wink
Love,
Kat J