I am

Been a while since i posted an entry.. hmm lots  happened since,, lifes good.. enjoying the days i have left as a student,, 3 weeks more till the end, with the end comes many changes, there is anticipation for the good and bad, excitement of the coming and the fear of the unknown; grown as a person, maturing, and realizing the important things in life,, and a restructuring of priorities.

some of the changes im not looking forward to. the leaving of a very good friend; goin away to the land of uncle sam. i dont know when she’ll be back. the countdown begins till the time we go to the concrete monster we call KLIA; a  brigde to many new dreams and aspirations, a place where painful goodbyes are said, a place where many heartfelt moments are shared. im not lookin forward for tonight for sure. ( u know who u are. i relli am gonna miss u)…

with all the start of these winds of change. its a sign of new growth and wonderful things ahead. but someone told me recently: unless you jump from that old tree to a new one, you can never move on, if you are still hanging onto that thin branch of the old dying tree, the winds of change will never get to you, you will never move. stagnant you will be.. hmm profound things for me to think about. time for me to jump from the already dead tree to the many new ones ahead of me, i just have to choose which… making the choice will be better than being stagnant..

another thing. im wondering if anyone is as bothered as i am about being average. i am feeling this strange sense of unfullfillment. like i have not done much. i have done what most can do but not more. seeing and hearing of many outstanding achievements of many, has stirred feelings of inadequacy,something to work on for now,

oh well.. anyways,, u who are goin so far away .. pls take care and always stay true to yourself..i know you will hon’..:)

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